Friday, April 18, 2014

Humans think they live to be entertained and impressed. Well I find that to be a repulsive lifestyle. I guess that makes me judgmental but if people are really this stupid with a small amount of common sense then I do not want to be human. Where is sympathy? Care for people, care for animals and the environment, and care for those who died in the past? We watch it happen like it is nothing and ignore the things we should pay most attention to. We should sympathize with how someone felt rather than use it for entertainment. Directed to:  Game of Thrones.

Monday, February 17, 2014

It's hard for me to go out with you and your nana because I see how great she is to you. It is a painful reminder that all of my grandparents are hateful and resent my family and me. I don't get the little 'I love you" comments or a day with them. I never had the money sneaks or random gifts I can't tell my parents about. I can't just visit them. They don't want me or my family around. Seeing your nana take you out to dinner and buy you food during your monthly trips to BJs, hurts me because I am just along for the ride. I get to be with you but I also get to just sit by and watch something I will never have. I envy you for it and selfishly I don't want to see it because it is painful...something you could never understand. I guess I should suck it up though because though my grandparents don't care much for me, your nana does and after my encounter with my grandmothers sister I finally saw for a couple days, what I was missing. It was worth the world to me and I don't know how hard it will be to be a third wheel again, but maybe I should look at it at a different angle...I just wish my family helped me out money wise (grandparents) the way yours do...you don't seem to have a problem ever. Your family gives you thousands of dollars like the bills are only dimes. I don't fit in that life style. I just don't.